The One For You...

You came in my life, what a lovely day,

It was a new hope,I thought you would stay,

My distress disappeared,and sorrows flew,

In my loneliness,when I found you,

But deep in my heart,I always knew,

That I am not the one for you.

Your words always left me enchanted,

I took on my soul whatever you said,

Did what I could, became what you wanted,

But in your eyes, for me I read,

Your feelings did tell me, although very few,

That I was not the one for you.

I may be nice, I may be true,

Everything in the world, for you I may do,

I may be honest in what I say,

But all my words shatter in your way,

I even open up my heart to you,

And you say I am not the one for you.

I feel the pain and I cry,

You are not mine, don't know why,

Being an all time loser, I am jaded,

All my dreams and hopes have faded,

Even if I lay my life and die for you,

I know I'll not be the one for you.

It may be that I am nothing to you,

I may not be the one for you,

And in my life I may never get you,

But I tell you, this is true,

That I love you, I really do,

And I'll always keep loving you.

-Written by Abhinav Shashat (My best buddy).
Never published, so I thought worth posting.

Lost In Oblivion

I remember when we were together, sharing each others worries and problems...

you always gave me what I lacked...motivation,

you always gave me what you had...strength,

and I wished for nothing else except your healing presence...

I remembered nothing else when you were around, and cared about nothing else...

I wanted the time to stop when I held your hand and poured out my heart to you,But it went by...

I wanted to share the life's most vicious hardships and the most jovial times with you...

I wanted to hold your hand and take you one day to the end of the world and tell you," See, this is our Dream Home"...

I dreamt of being someone you would have been proud of...

But I knew that Dreams break...

And that reality bites...

But what I never thought was that you would leave me deserted and that too so soon...

Soon enough before my dreams started taking shape...

And I sit to this day, writing on the walls, the story of my woebegone Love...

I sit to this day on the Grave of my Love mourning...

And sitting by my side is my oblivious solitude whom I left when I found you...

I dont know whether I would be able to stop loving you or is this feeling going to Haunt me forever...

Whenever I thought of you, I cried,

Whatever you asked me, I tried,

I left no stone unturned in my pursuit,

But tell me Oh my dear! why you DIED ???????

Kya karoon abhi ye shaam baaki hai,

Tere naam ka abhi ek aur jaam baaki hai,

Kahan chal diye, aankhon ko nam kiye,

Abhi toh meri barbadi ka kissa tamaam baaki hai.

Mere Hothon par abhi tera naam baaki hai,

Tere dar pe mera ehtaraam baaki hai,

Apni aankhon se khud apna janaaza dekhoon,

Teri mohabbat mein abhi mera ye anjaam baaki hai.
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क्या करूँ, अभी ये शाम बाकी है,
तेरे नाम का अभी इक और जाम  बाकी है,
कहाँ चल दिये आँखों को नम किये,
अभी तो मेरी बर्बादी का किस्सा तमाम बाकी है/

मेरे होंठों पर अभी तेरा नाम बाकी है,
तेरे दर पे मेरा एहतराम  बाकी है,
अपनी आँखों से ख़ुद अपना जनाज़ा देखूँ,
तेरी मोहब्बत में अभी मेरा ये अंजाम बाकी है/

Woh waqt tha ke ham tumhare gham baant te the,

hame hai khuda ki kasam, baant te the,

rah na jao zindagi ki raah mein akele,

ae zaalim tabhi toh qadam baant te the.

Teri sard aanho ko ham baant te the,

tere ashkon ko dam-ba-dam baant te the,

apni har hansi tujhko dete chale ham,

tujhe hai shiqayat ke kam baant te the.

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   वो वक़्त था कि हम तुम्हारे ग़म बांटते थे,

हमें है ख़ुदा की कसम, बांटते थे,

रह ना जाओ ज़िंदगी कि राह में अकेले,

ऐ ज़ालिम तभी तो क़दम बांटते थे/

तेरी सर्द आंहों को हम बांटते थे,

तेरे अश्कों को दम-बदम बांटते थे,

अपनी हर हंसी तुझको देते चले हम,

तुझे है शिकायत कि कम बांटते थे/