Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Lost In Oblivion


I remember when we were together, sharing each others worries and problems...
you always gave me what I lacked...motivation,
you always gave me what you had...strength,
and I wished for nothing else except your healing presence...
I remembered nothing else when you were around, and cared about nothing else...
I wanted the time to stop when I held your hand and poured out my heart to you,But it went by...
I wanted to share the life's most vicious hardships and the most jovial times with you...
I wanted to hold your hand and take you one day to the end of the world and tell you," See, this is our Dream Home"...
I dreamt of being someone you would have been proud of...

But I knew that Dreams break...
And that reality bites...

But what I never thought was that you would leave me deserted and that too so soon...
Soon enough before my dreams started taking shape...
And I sit to this day, writing on the walls, the story of my woebegone Love...
I sit to this day on the Grave of my Love mourning...
And sitting by my side is my oblivious solitude whom I left when I found you...
I dont know whether I would be able to stop loving you or is this feeling going to Haunt me forever...

Whenever I thought of you, I cried,
Whatever you asked me, I tried,
I left no stone unturned in my pursuit,
But tell me Oh my dear! why you DIED ???????

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey shaks.....as usual a poem strait from the heart....seriously...it touched...n well yes it depicts hurt......dunno if this story's urs ..i hope not...but it does seem so...well it respects all these beautiful emotions ...yes evn tht of hurt...for none cud b more bittersweet...well...yes lyf has its downs...but i still say live positive...n stick by it....if u approach it tht way...as 4 tht poem of mine...dear...it wasnt me..but 4 a friend...who was hurt...i just tried 2 put wat he felt in2 words.............n did it in a spur coz at times..reading abt wat one is going thru is a gr8 therapy...nevrtheless...thr was sumthin in ur words(in this poem)....woven so elegently...tht reaches sumwhere which i usually gaurd...n i bow 2 u 4 tht comarade... :)

shwetazz said...

hey shakti
wat b"ful depressing stufff u wrote
m impresses